TEACHER, TEACHER...

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....


4 months ago, I wrote a recap of what happened in 2013 and then... hiatus.
Just like my diary.

Well, shall we start the 2nd entry for 2014?

Last time, I spoke about practicum. Alhamdulillah, it is over. I even got "highly competent" for one of the observations that I had with my cooperating teacher. Alhamdulillah.

4 months ago, I thought I couldn't survive the practicum phase. Just thinking about it made me feel exhausted. The tense, the works, the social contract etc.

Of course, there were a lot of not so fun stuff. But, the fun part really wiped away the unpleasant memories.
I still remember the last day I was at the school, my 2 Dedikasi students asked me to stay. I wish I could. But, no. My 'student' journey hasn't met its end. It's about too, though. 2 weeks time.

Dear students,

Just want you to know. I am honoured to be your teacher. Knowing all of you was really something. Teaching you taught me a lot of things. I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feeling and please know that I forgave yours.

Till we meet again someday. InsyaALlah. Study hard and achieve success coz you know you can!


Teacher Nik

2013 DITINGGALKAN, 2014 DISAMBUT

2013 started with a feeling of nervous, uncertainty and despair.
Allah is the most Gracious coz the years miraculously  ended with happy ending that opens up a totally new beginning.

Let's recap, shall we.

January: Busy with the dissertation
February: Still busy with the dissertation
March: Alhamdulillah. sent the dissertation. done. never want to look at again.
April: Paris? I think
May: Back to Malaysia (I was overjoyed). and oh, sister's wedding
June: Back to IPG=.=
July: Ramadhan
August: Raya Puasa! Met Zul
September: Getting to know Zul
October: Engaged to Zul
November: Married Zul
December: Continuing the legacy

Yeah, 2013 was really an expected year towards the end. Never had I imagined I would be someone's wife. Seriously, I joked, whined, begged a lot about marriage. but I never really thought I would be marrying someone so soon. like 23..

2014. Practicum!!!! I just hope it will end good. like real good!

I can't think of any suitable titles for this

3 DAYS

That's all it took to feel the chemistry reacted between us
Texting like old buddies
Voice-calling like families
Sometimes, telepathise..
What a surprise for strangers

10 DAYS

You proved yourself different from others that I had known
You came to my house with humbleness, politeness; whisking me and my parents off our feet
You let your parents to do the honour; while you were silent, with head laid low
Were you reflecting or dissolving your tense:P
What a new experience it was

3 WEEKS

I was not nervous, at first; sitting in front of the mirror while looking at all dolled up me
I knew I was about to be someone's fiancee at that time, but
I was still calm; my feeling was neutral until
I met eye to eye with your families
I was beyond nervous
I even kissed your niece's hand T_T
What a funny moment it was

7 WEEKS

You and I become we
From "out of no where" to "somewhere we are destined to be"
7 weeks before,  I had no clue I would be meeting someone like you
7 weeks before, I had no idea I would be someone's wife
These weeks and days have taught me that Allah is all knowing

So, I am not worry for the thing that will come in months to come, for Allah is a better planner

p/s: may we stay strong for the obstacles that may come