Monday, May 23, 2016

CRUSHING 22KG BEFORE 30

Hi people,

It's been awhile. I've been thinking quite often these past few weeks especially when I look at my bloated figure everyday in the mirror. I think I've got to change my lifestyle.

First, I have to admit. It has been an on and off process. I had started and achieved quite an astounding result in November 2015 where I lose almost 9 kg in 3 weeks. But then, I gained the same amount of weight that I had lost because.. well.. temptation.

So, I begin again. I hope this will last till I achieve my goal-48 kg. But, I'll aim for 63.5kg first. I weighed myself and I am 69.5kg. (earlier this year I was 62kg.)

My first step are:
1. ditch bad eating habits
2. drink plain water at least 2000 ml per day
3. inject exercises into everyday routine.

1. Ditching bad eating habits.
I have a lot of bad habits. My major problem would be I love sugar-laden drinks. I used to drink them 5 times a day; beginning with a cup of teh tarik at 7.00 am, iced milk tea at 09.00am, another iced milk tea at 11.00am, another at 01.00pm and a mug of hot 'milo' at 06.00 pm.
Secondly, I have a big appetite. I eat a plate of rice or fried mee at 07.00 am, oily snacks at 09.00, dessert at 11.00am, another plate of rice at 01.00pm and 08.00pm. If I were to count my daily calorie intake, I think it would reach up to 3000 kcal a day which exceeds the recommended amount for woman-2200 kcal



Teh Tarik

Iced milk tea

It took me about a month to ditch all these; starting with sweet drinks. The first week I tried to only drink 'teh tarik' and two glasses of iced tea. I also ate only a scoop of rice during lunch and dinner.  The second week I drank only 'teh tarik' and continued having a scoop of rice during lunch and dinner. The third week, I ditched 'teh tarik' all together and drank only plain water. 

After a month, I felt like I was ready to start the journey. But, I still doubted myself. So the first week (which was last week), I ate a low calorie breakfast, a scoop of rice during lunch and only fruits for dinner. It was hard. The temptation to return to old habits was strong and frequent too. I kept thinking "why do I have to go through this". I blamed on the birth control device that I wore (Implanon) which caused my hormone to go haywire. I blamed my busy work schedule. I blame this country for being too hot for me to go outside and exercise. 

Excuses. Excuses. Excuses.

But, hey! I made it. Today marked the first week that I totally practised clean eating. My day starts with two wholemeal bread (one tuna and the other is scrambled egg without milk). During lunch, I ate mostly protein and veggies, for example, grilled marinated chicken breast or grilled salmon and plain salad. For dinner, I stick to fruits such as grapes and green apple.

So, yeah. That's about it. It is not easy. I never expect it will but I know I have to do this. Pat on my back for surviving the first week. I still have 11 days untill the next weighing day. Fingers crossed. I hope I can scale down to 66kg by then. 

I'll try to keep this blog updated with the progress. I think weekly is better since daily is a bit too much for a beginner like me. So, see you in the next entry. Bye!

Friday, May 9, 2014

TEACHER, TEACHER...

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....


4 months ago, I wrote a recap of what happened in 2013 and then... hiatus.
Just like my diary.

Well, shall we start the 2nd entry for 2014?

Last time, I spoke about practicum. Alhamdulillah, it is over. I even got "highly competent" for one of the observations that I had with my cooperating teacher. Alhamdulillah.

4 months ago, I thought I couldn't survive the practicum phase. Just thinking about it made me feel exhausted. The tense, the works, the social contract etc.

Of course, there were a lot of not so fun stuff. But, the fun part really wiped away the unpleasant memories.
I still remember the last day I was at the school, my 2 Dedikasi students asked me to stay. I wish I could. But, no. My 'student' journey hasn't met its end. It's about too, though. 2 weeks time.

Dear students,

Just want you to know. I am honoured to be your teacher. Knowing all of you was really something. Teaching you taught me a lot of things. I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feeling and please know that I forgave yours.

Till we meet again someday. InsyaALlah. Study hard and achieve success coz you know you can!


Teacher Nik


Friday, January 17, 2014

2013 DITINGGALKAN, 2014 DISAMBUT

2013 started with a feeling of nervous, uncertainty and despair.
Allah is the most Gracious coz the years miraculously  ended with happy ending that opens up a totally new beginning.

Let's recap, shall we.

January: Busy with the dissertation
February: Still busy with the dissertation
March: Alhamdulillah. sent the dissertation. done. never want to look at again.
April: Paris? I think
May: Back to Malaysia (I was overjoyed). and oh, sister's wedding
June: Back to IPG=.=
July: Ramadhan
August: Raya Puasa! Met Zul
September: Getting to know Zul
October: Engaged to Zul
November: Married Zul
December: Continuing the legacy

Yeah, 2013 was really an expected year towards the end. Never had I imagined I would be someone's wife. Seriously, I joked, whined, begged a lot about marriage. but I never really thought I would be marrying someone so soon. like 23..

2014. Practicum!!!! I just hope it will end good. like real good!